I have had an interesting week. It wasn't a bad week but I have made some realizations. At my weigh-in I had remained the same which was disappointing since I really want to meet my goal this month. So once again I have 2 weeks to go and 3 lbs to go. I think I will be up this week because I have had too much junk and not enough exercise. So it may be another month with very little movement.
I have come to the conclusion that I have become content at this weight. I still want to get to my goal but there isn't the push I once had when I had a lot to lose. I feel good, I don't feel fat. My clothes fit. I get told all the time how skinny I look. I am not skinny but compared to my old self I look healthy. So I am comfortable. So I think it has become a mental thing. I think things creep into my mind saying you are okay. I have been having this debate in my mind telling myself to keep going til I meet my goal. Then I will be okay. I will keep going because I really want to make it to the finish, it is just finding the way to give myself the extra push.
I am still trying to come up with a game plan to push myself to the next level. I know I will spend time praying for guidance.
I hope you all have a good week.